GOODBYE FEBRUARY

this month went by really fast, regardless of the fact that it's only 28 days long. february had its ups & downs, but whatever ... it's overrr. i haven't blogged in a little while because i just haven't had time to. i'm honestly really trying to focus on school work and all that stuff. mhmm.

yesterday was the choir benefit concert. it went pretttty well :) went to chipotle with most of the "usuals" after. took seanita home. hahah. my step-cousins slept over for the first time in a long time. that was fun too. i tried staying up to finish this one movie with my cousin, but i completely knocked out. i woke up early this morning to take the PSAT. now that was interesting ... it gave me a stupid headache. longest four hours of my life :( anyways, i went to jack in the box with my daddy & brother after they picked me up from school. nothing really eventful happened for the rest of this day. my cousin & brother just picked up some thai bbq & now i'm gonna' enjoy some of my food :D nice catchin' up ... seeya !

... here comes march. hope it'll be goooood !

feeeeling ? ... hopeful, happy, curious.

NOT IN THE MOOD

I don't really feel like saying too much. Things have been goodish lately, but life's just been too hectic to go into detail about my days. Hopefully my life will soon resume back to the way it used to be, but in a much more positive level. By the way, I've physically been doing better too :) Okay well, I'm done already. Seeeya.

"faith is believing that one of two things will happen: that there will be something solid for you to stand on- or that you will be taught to fly."
- unknown

feeeeling ? ... blah, busy, sore.

HANDICAPPED

haha. i felt sooo stupid/retarded today. walking around school with my knee brace & shorts on while it was cold & raining was not fun. good thing it only rained for a little bit :) i was in so much pain throughout the entire school day. i had my knee brace on my left leg & i was putting all my weight on my right leg, so ... after walking just a little bit, both my legs were hurting. mhmm, it sucked big time. my ribs hurt the most, especially when i'd cough or laugh. (too bad i laugh at like ... everything). my arms were sore & whatnot. i felt like i got jumped or something :( but yeeeah, other than all the pain ... my day went by like this:
1st --> easy stuff again :D
2nd --> short video. notes. it was whatever.
3rd --> i was excused from everything :)
4th --> the class talked too much again.
5th --> boys got part tested. (i felt bad for them)
6th --> just read & memorized some lines.

today was nothing special. i don't think i have practice today, & even if i do ... there's no freakin' way that i'm going. haha. i just ate some sliced apples with caramel & it was gooood. my mommy's in westcovina right now, buying me some food from chowking. ahah. i can't wait. while i wait for her to get home, i think i'll do some homework. mmkay ... i'm done, bye.

"The best thing to do with the best things in life is to give them up."
- Dorothy Day

feeeeling ? ... thankful, sore, happy.

OUCH

i am seriously in an unbelievable amount of pain right now. i survived my first tournament with my new team. first off, i love my team :) we're freakin' legit. haha. second place is definitely not too shabby for a team that's never had a practice with all the players there before. so yeah, we made it to the championships. mmm ... so i guess i'll just give a run through of my "soccer weekend" ;)
saturday --> woke up at about 6:30 to go all the way to apple valley. my mommy bought me some bravo burger & i ate some of it along the way. i ended up being the first one at the field (which is so un-filipino of me, haha !) then me & my team went through the whole check-in process & yada yada yada. our first game was against saugus & we lost 2-0 :( half the team got freakin' injured during that game, including me with my stupid asthma & rib problems. anyways, we won our second game against canyon country. i forgot the score, but i know i scored. ahah. ooh, & i got hurt again in that game. some chick elbowed me in the chest & i kept getting cramps in my right calf. mhmm ... so once i got home, i left right away again. my parents took me to get a massage. it felt sooo good ! but after that, me & my family went to TGI Friday's for dinner. i had some delicious pasta & a cup of broccoli cheese soup :) thennn ... i went home, washed up, & knocked out.
today --> i woke up at 4 in the freakin' morning. i couldn't sleep in the car because i was hurting too much. my family picked up some jack in the box, but i was in no mood to eat. i was the first person to get to the field again, ahah. once my whole team got there, we only had less than half an hour to get our equipment on, warm up, & get our heads in the game (regardless of how early it was). we played diamond bar & beat them 1-0. it was a super close game. it was supposed to determine if my team would go to the championships, or diamond bar. almost the whole entire game, the score was 0-0. then finally ... in the last 5 minutes of the game, i "kinda" scored the one & only goal. i was sooo excited :) i only say "kinda" because when i kicked the ball, it hit one the other team's players in the head & it went in. but it doesn't matter because the referee said it was already in anyways, ahah. so i got credit for the goal. ohh, & i actually didn't get too beat up in that game :) sooo, me & my team headed for the championships against saugus (the team we lost to yesterday), & yet again ... they beat us. i know the score of the game, but i really don't wanna' mention it. haha. whatever, me & my team had lots of fun. but ohmygoodness, one of my teammates got sandwiched by two girls & hit her head & she totally blacked out & ended up going to the hospital. i heard she's okay now (thank God !) despite all the injuries, we had a good time.

okay so yeah, now i just came home from eating some yoshinoya & coldstone. it's some gooood stuff. my mommy made me some tea & i'm enjoying that right now. i have some homework to get done & lines to memorize, sooo bye ! :)

" coming together is a beginning. keeping together is progress.
working together is success. "
- henry ford

feeeeling ? ... sore, tired, blah, satisfied.

TGIF

... forrrrrreal ! this week has definitely not been the greatest, but whatever ... it's gonna' be over & done with very soon. today wasn't that much better than yesterday, but hey ! it's an improvement. anyways, i'm actually feeling pretty sick right now. maybe it's because i'm currently stuck living in a house filled with sick people. it's lame. i have to stay healthy or whatever at least until after this weekend because i can't afford to miss the soccer games i've been looking foward to allllllll day. mhmm, so here's how my day went:

1st --> finally an easy day :)
2nd --> test wasn't bad at all. (crossing my fingers for an 'A')
3rd --> good. lots of venting happened.
4th --> whatever. had some good laughs :)
5th --> saaame.
6th --> saaame.

my daddy picked me up from school today (which rarely happens). he bought a new navigation system thingy for our van & it's pretty dangg legit. haha. we went to return/rent a game & then we returned my brother's library books. when i got home, i ate some chinese food with my momma & told her how everything was going :) so now, i'm not exactly sure what to do. i think i'll do my "weekend homework", but i'll hold off on that for a little bit longer. tonight, i think i'm gonna' eat out with my daddy & brother after we drop off my momma at work. i hope we go somewhere where i can carb up for my games. ahah. mmm ... i feel like taking a nap for once ... ooh, a massage sounds amazing right now. i think i'm getting one tomorrow :D that'll be quite enjoyable, haha. my brother just woke up from a nap & he's all grumpy & extra annoying right now. ughh, so irritating. but whatever, i'll get over it. i keep losing my train of thought & i'm not even sure what to even say anymore. i guess i'll just stop now. wish me luck at my games this weekend :) seeeeya.

" finish each day and be done with it. you have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. "
- ralph waldo emerson

feeeeling ? ... sick, frustrated, excited, hopeful.

UGHH

"nothing is more common on earth than to deceive and be deceived."
- johann g. seume

i hate when i get tricked into believing that i'm actually going to have a good day for once, and then ... outta' nowhere ... some stupid crap goes down. like seriously, i'm getting sick and tired of the games i'm being forced to play. i'm ready to quit.

but on the "brighter side" (if there is such a thing when it comes to my life) ... tomorrow is already friday ! then right after that, i have a whole weekend filled with soccer games that i'm actually really excited about :) too bad i still have to make time to memorize about a zillion lines from julius caesar while i'm not playing on the field. i'm still a little sore from practice that i did end up having last night, but who cares. i don't even know why i bother complaining ... but yeah. here's my day:
1st --> failed that test >:(
2nd --> prettttty productive. i guess.
3rd --> same ol' crap.
4th --> test was whatever. today was chill.
5th --> nothing.
6th --> blahblahblah. ugh.

mmm ... had some funnel cake after school. (thanks to danica !) then i picked up my brother, cousin, & the two little girls my family always takes home. my momma made some of those delicious filipino sausages. mhmm ... "longanisa" :D i haven't really been too productive or whatever since i got home. i have my bio test to study hard for & i wanna' get some more lines memorized ... so, this is ending right here. adios !

feeeeling ? ... frustrated, sick, tired, confused, a little pessimistic :(

JUST FOR ATE

mhmm. that's malina from emperor's new school & only very few people will understand the point of this picture. haha :) but anywaysss, this is mainly for ate desiree but feel free to enjoy it too. i guesssss ? ahah.

while i'm at it ... i'll just go through my day.
1st --> effff that.
2nd --> video was whatever.
3rd --> so chill. i loved it.
4th --> ughhh ! times a million.
5th --> entertaining.
6th --> getting much better :)

i might have soccer practice tonight if the fields aren't too wet. i'm kinda' hoping that there will be practice since i haven't touched a soccer ball for about 2 weeks because of the rain. plussss, i have a tournament this weekend & practice wouldn't hurt at alllll. so yeah, i guess i've gotten my point across.

i'm still busy. yada yada yada.
"until next time ..."

feeeeling ? ... overwhelmed, confused.

STRESSSS !

i feel extremely busy this week & i don't like it at alllllll. this isn't exactly what i wanted to come back to after such a relaxing 3-day weekend. oh well, life goes on ... right ? mmm, so my day kinda' went by like this:
1st --> math is always boring & it only makes me feel reallllly stupid. nothing new :(
2nd --> notes & pretending to be finches. haha ... interesting ? i guessss.
3rd --> whatever.
4th --> good laughs again. 'nuffff said !
5th --> altos are bomb. wootwoot ;)
6th --> imposssssible. ughhh, don't even get me started.

hmm. me & my group totally efff'd up on our make-up lab for bio. hahaha. i'm not exactly sure what we did wrong & i don't really care either. ahah. ohh, i finally got some chipotle after about a month of craving it. shared some good laughs with my momma & anna after school. (that's always fun !)

i should really be doing my homework right now, especially because i have so much of it ! since i'm such a good procrastinator, i haven't even started. sheeesh, i disappoint myself too much. but oooh ! i got my julius caesar book today too. i hate that book with all my heart ... ughh. mkayy, it's time to actually do something productive. 'kaybye !

feeeeling ? ... blahh, full, hesitant.

RESTART

this is the third time i've deleted my previous blogs with full intentions to start off fresh. but since y'knoww ... i'm like the worst at being consistent in the things i do, i've never been successful when trying to keep my blogs going for a long period of time. shoooot, but not this time ! haha. there will be plenty of blogs to come after this one. guranteed ! :)

soo, i was valentine-less on saturday & i actually realllllly enjoyed it. haha. but anyways, all star game was gooood. west will always own ! hehe. shaq & kobe made my day ... they're adorable. i miss them being on the same team. i knowww i don't stand alone on that one, ahah ! i caught up on a lot of sleep this weekend & i loved it. mhmm. i need more of these 3-day weekends. sheeesh. too bad there's school again tomorrow. i don't have much to look forward to this week. boohoo :(

i'm too tired to say much more & i'm afraid i'll start blogging about things that are far too random. sooo, this is ending here. keep following my blog, i promise to actually keep this going this time ! i'm hoping for an eventful & drama-free week. that'd be wonderful ...

g'night :)

feeeeling ? ... sleepy, distracted, hopeful.