COUNTING DOWN

sadies is coming up so soon & i'm reallllly excited ... but at the same time, i'm still stressin' about it. i'm done getting the outfits ready & whatnot, but now i gotta stress about the food & stuffff. i still gotta call some places that might cater for my group. dangg .. i realllly needa' get on top of things. ughh ! & plusss, my mom's kinda' PMSing right now & it's irritating me like crazy. but okay, whatever .. i'll get over it. so life's pretty freakin' good at the moment, i'm liking things the way they are. yeeeup :)

hahaha. oh boyyy, the things i get myself into are sometimes so random & funny & uncalled for at the same time. all i gotta' say about what i've got myself to do now is ... "wowww, whatttah' idiot!" i'm being entertained, & the best part is that this "person" doesn't even know what he's doing. haha. don't get the wrong idea, but yeah. that's all i can really say about that right now.

although i don't really feel organized and prepared for anything outside of my "school life" .. my educational responsibilities are definitely being met & i love it. ahah. i don't wanna' jinx it, but yeah. things are lookin' good :)

here's how today went:
1st --> test was super easy for the most part.
2nd --> pigggy .. again.
3rd --> getting better at frisbee! haha.
4th --> it's whatever.
5th --> nadaaa; as usual.
6th --> chilllll.

mhmm. bye !

feeeeling ? ... amused, happy, excited, unsure.

TAKE A BREATHER

i've been so busy. i'm so glad that i've actually found the time to just relax .. even if it's just for a moment. things have been hectic and my life can currently be summed up into one word: stressful. however, little things are starting to become clearer and much easier to understand. but ughh, right now all i can say is that a third of my heart is in new york. i miss my frwennns. haha. oh well, i can only hope that they're all having the time of their life. anywaysss, here's how school went:
1st --> didn't really pay attention.
2nd --> dang, i owned that essay.
3rd --> frisbees don't like me.
4th --> gooood.
5th --> no teacher. no sub. still lame.
6th --> DJs.

i had a little "mother-daughter" bonding today :) me and my mommy had lunch at haruharu & then i got some dip n' dots. deee-licious. haha. so things are pretty chill right now. i have soccer tonight so i'm gonna' rest up now. peaaace.

feeeeling ? ... relaxed, happy.

GIDDDDY

haha, yayyy. i have a date for sadies now :) so yeah, obviously my parents finally said that i can go ... but i still have to be a "good girl" so my daddy doesn't change his mind. yeeeup, i'm just really happy right now & i can't really stop smiling. today's been good. ahah, here's a picture:

mhmm, today's been ... wonderful.
the CAHSEE testing was so easy & i'm glad we're going back to the normal schedule tomorrow, but anyways ... today:
2nd --> the piggy is so sad. i wanna throw up.
4th --> idk ! hah. i was blushing the whole time ;)
6th --> realllly fun.

okaaay, i'm gonna' sleep or something. seeeya.

"i get so weak in the knees
i can hardly speak, i lose all control
then something takes over me ..."

feeeeling ? ... extremely happy, excited.

ABOUT TIME

i haven't blogged for 9 full days, so i think it's time to get back to business. yeah so, things have been going fine since i last shared my thoughts. as a matter of fact, life's pretty wonderful right now. oh, except for one tiny thing ... i still don't know if i can even go to sadies yet because my parents are still "undecided". other than that, i'm all smiles :) so before another person asks ... yesss, i do have someone that i want to ask to sadies, but we'll just leave them nameless for now. haha, sorry.

hmm, i'm not too sure about what's important enough to share about what's happened in these passed 9 days. ooh, i know. i met wayne brady when i went to vegas last weekend ! it was pretty random, but really cool. nothing else really exciting happened in vegas after that. well me and my family ate at cpk when we came back home for my cousin's 11th birthday. here's a picture:

haha. so yeah, here's how today went:
1st --> A or B on that test !
2nd --> food labels. whatever.
3rd --> last day of weight room :(
4th --> easy day.
5th --> august rush is a good movie.
6th --> boring.

mkay, i'm outttt.

feeeeling ? ... anxious, happy, bored.

EARLY GREETING

in a little less than one hour, it'll be my ate's 20th birthday. i bought her balloons, a cake, & a card :) my plan is to surprise her at midnight ... i'm pretttty excited. hahah. i had practice earlier & i just got outta' the shower, so i feel good. i still have some spanish homework to finish up, so i'm done already.

quick birthday greeting to coach shrank & veronica toooo ! :)

& by the way ... today was an okaaaay day. yeah, okay bye.

feeeeling ? ... excited !