HM.

so despite a few boring days here & there ... summer's been greaaaat. new faces & new experiences are coming my way, & i like it. i still miss everyone though. i've failed to hang out with a lot of people ... but it's okay. there's still a lot of summer to live up.

my ate & kuya came back from the Philippines two days ago. mannn, i missed them like crazy. too bad they're not even home right now; which is why i have the time to actually blog right now. blahh, i wanna watch transformers. i totally missed out on the midnight showing :[ butttt, i think i'm watching it today. hopefully.

so today's my last day of living a soccer free life for the rest of this week. tomorrow i have a game .. friday i have two games .. saturday i have two games again. on sunday, i really wanna have a game 'cause that means my team made it to the semi-finals & finals. gahhh, i really wanna win this tournament, but my team's just drama. i'm so over the season already. thank God it's the last tournament.

shoot, i still gotta read my books for AP next year. wonderful. okay so, i'm done here.

"Summer days just sitting around, but when the sun goes down... I'll be ready to party."
- Lil' Rob

feeeeling ? ... bored, optimistic, hopeful, full.

LAKERS

champions, baaaaby !
thass how we do. kobe's mvp. phil jackson's coaching is bomb.

today's been another good day.

feeeeling ? ... ECSTATIC.

SUMMMMA'

today's been lots of fun. the best part is; the day's not even over yet.

this morning i woke up around 8. ughh, so much for sleeping in, right ?! haha. it's okay though. since i managed to get up early, i woke up just in time to get some breakfast at panera bread. mmm; i love the bacon, egg, & cheese sandwich :] well, after eating ... i went to the ontario mills mall. my aunt bought me a new purse that i absolutely looove ! thennn, i bought myself a new pair of sandals. yeeeup, today's been good. i just got back home a little while ago, but in a little while i think i'm gonna' head off to redondo beach. i hope plans don't change anymore.

so yesterday, i was super bored. i started playing the piano again for the first time in a long time. ohhh, & a major plus about yesterday was my workout. i did so many sit-ups & ran so much. i feel gooood. i don't wanna' get fat over the summer ;[ so far, i'm doing pretty well.

alrighty. i'll keep these summer updates going. trussst. but for now; goodbye.

feeeeling ? ... happppay, tired.

IT"S OVER

shooot, next year ... all hell will break loose. honestly, i'm scared.

but on the bright side; hellllllllllo summer 2009 ! :]
bring on the good times.

too bad my day/life has officially been ruined. eff it all.

SOPHOMORE?

not for long ! haha, oh my goodness. i don't know whether i should be excited or just straight up scared about next year. the c/o 2011 are already going to be juniors next year. meaning just one more year after that ... & we'll be seniors. holy crap, now THAT'S prettttty scary. i must admit that i'm scared to grow up & i wish highschool would just last longer. going off on my own to college without the same ol' crap i love & am so used to honestly terrifies me. especially just thinking about the seniors this year that are graduating this week & how i'll never see most of them ever again makes me so sad. i really just wanna' cry it out, but somehow ... the tears aren't coming as much as i expected. trusssst, i've shed some tears ... but it's far less than i thought. but really ... class of '09 ... i'm really gonna' miss them & i'll never forget all the good memories with them.

anyways, finals are coming up in a matter of days & i'm kinda' sorta' nervous. i have a math test to study for tonight that i'll hopefully ace tomorrow. on top of that, i still gotta' prepare myself for the actual math final. for bio ... i'm studying like cuhhh-razyyy ! too bad even if i get a 100% on the final, i still won't have an 'A' :[ mhmm, i did the math & checked what i would have. ughhh, i'm finally done with PE for the rest of my life. how freaking exciting is that? verrrry ! ahaha :) i need to make sure that i know my facts about badminton, because that's what i'm getting tested on. exciting ... i know, right ?! hah. well for spanish, i'm just gonna' wing my oral final. it's whatever to me now. honestly the least of my worries [ other than PE & choir ]. speaking of choir; it has just turned into a class for venting & signing yearbooks. i loooove it. english just requires too much outta' me. 'nuff said about that.

laker game tonight. watch it !!!!! haha.

aiiight ! bye now.

feeeeling ? ... sadddd, busy, stressed, hopeful, ahhhhh.

C'MONNNN

these last two weeks are going by so slow for me. i just want summer vacation to start already. i'm over school ... shoooot, i've been over school for sucha' long time now. it's just getting ridiculous. oh, & the best part is ... all my teachers just love cramming a whole crap load of work & crap when there's seriously not even a complete 2 weeks of school left ! it's so nice of them. ughhh ! >:(

i just finished looking at some pictures that pissed me the eff off. why did i do that? idon'tknow. i'm stuuuupid. major mood killer ! & earlier today, i found out some stuff that made me wanna' go off sooo freakin' bad. hmm, today hasn't been the best if you haven't figured that out yet.

i'm currently procrastinating. don't be surprised. i'm gonna' finally start preparing for my bio project presentation after i shower in a little bit. i'm presenting sixth on thursday; so i better do pretty freaking good. no pressure, right? hah, sooo wrong. mmm, choir banquet's also on thursday ! i'm really excited to wear my dress :D the only gay part about the banquet is that i actually have to be there really early (possibly a little right afterschool) to help set up at Delight. that should be interesting ...

here's how the school day went:
1st --> actually understand it.
2nd --> presentations.
3rd --> badminton.
4th --> wasted lots of time; then finally corrected wkbks.
5th --> signed some yearbooks.
6th --> works cited info; then talked.

oh yeeeeah, i still have to buy a yearbook ! -__________-
i'm totally lagging it.

anyways, goodnight.

feeeeling ? ... tired, busy, pissed, disgusted, sick.