Tuesday, June 9

SOPHOMORE?

not for long ! haha, oh my goodness. i don't know whether i should be excited or just straight up scared about next year. the c/o 2011 are already going to be juniors next year. meaning just one more year after that ... & we'll be seniors. holy crap, now THAT'S prettttty scary. i must admit that i'm scared to grow up & i wish highschool would just last longer. going off on my own to college without the same ol' crap i love & am so used to honestly terrifies me. especially just thinking about the seniors this year that are graduating this week & how i'll never see most of them ever again makes me so sad. i really just wanna' cry it out, but somehow ... the tears aren't coming as much as i expected. trusssst, i've shed some tears ... but it's far less than i thought. but really ... class of '09 ... i'm really gonna' miss them & i'll never forget all the good memories with them.

anyways, finals are coming up in a matter of days & i'm kinda' sorta' nervous. i have a math test to study for tonight that i'll hopefully ace tomorrow. on top of that, i still gotta' prepare myself for the actual math final. for bio ... i'm studying like cuhhh-razyyy ! too bad even if i get a 100% on the final, i still won't have an 'A' :[ mhmm, i did the math & checked what i would have. ughhh, i'm finally done with PE for the rest of my life. how freaking exciting is that? verrrry ! ahaha :) i need to make sure that i know my facts about badminton, because that's what i'm getting tested on. exciting ... i know, right ?! hah. well for spanish, i'm just gonna' wing my oral final. it's whatever to me now. honestly the least of my worries [ other than PE & choir ]. speaking of choir; it has just turned into a class for venting & signing yearbooks. i loooove it. english just requires too much outta' me. 'nuff said about that.

laker game tonight. watch it !!!!! haha.

aiiight ! bye now.

feeeeling ? ... sadddd, busy, stressed, hopeful, ahhhhh.

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