ANDDD

now, the day i have been waiting for all summer, is here.

i'm outta this city. whadddup evergreen state !


i'm ready to have the time of my life. here goes nothinnn !
peaceout, loves <3

feeeeling ? ... excited, anxious, hopeful, happpay !

YEAH

let's just say, i've been having the time of my life :]
but now ... it's seriously time to get serious & get some work done.
goodbye care-free days ;[

'nuff said.

feeeeling ? ... happy/sad, prettty amazed <3

SO FAR, SO GOOD

the last time i blogged was just on saturday but somehow, i feel like i have so much to share. so yeah, here goes nothing:

sunday: church was good as usual. i went with my cousins, uncle & aunt to eat at hometown buffet with some of our friends from church. i guess it was kind of a little celebration of my uncle's birthday that was on the 16th. the food was the saaame as always; that's good i guess. oh, except for my completely watered down pink lemonade that was basically just flavored water. mhm, & then we went to our family friend's house just to chill for a few hours. we went to our afternoon gospel meeting around 4ish. that was good too :] went home after that & then decided to bike around chino hills with my daddy & brother. my legs definitely got a workout ! hah, i looove my new bike though. it's a cruiser & it's pretty much amazing. ughh, except for the fact that the handle bar grips cut my thumb. okay okay; long story short, i kind of hit a wall ... but trusttttt it's not what it really sounds like. it's actually quite complicated. anywaysss, i ate at mandarin bistro for dinner. then, i finally biked home & just chilled until i fell asleep.
monday: woke up super late. had about an hour or so to get ready to hit the beach. i've been going to redondo all summer, but i finally went to newport. it was kind of disappointing though because i didn't have my bathing suit so i couldn't go in the water as much as everyone else. sooo, me & cj just stayed close to shore. whatevs though, because i still had fun. i was with my cousins & the family friends that we're always with; the velasco's. yeeeup, they're chill. hm, we went to taco bell before the beach though & i got some chalupas & a frutista. gahh, that stuff is good. uh huhh, & at the beach i got an ice cream sandwich that was overpriced. wow, i really did have a lot of fun that day.
yesterday: i babysat during the day. i love audrey elizabeth basa hyche ! she's my babehhgirl. anyways, i went to the circus at night. that was deffff the greatest show on earth. i give every one of those performers their props. it was prettty legit stuff. i had some good laughs. pictures are up on my myspace, so check it out.
now todayyy. i woke up & then met up with my dad at bj's during his lunch break. the food was bomb as always, especially the pizookie. nothing tops that ! hahah :P i'm at home now, apparently. i'm gonna chill with chrischoe in a bit, just for an hour or so. i'm bored now & i don't wanna start rambling on & on. bye !

feeeeling ? ... good ? yeah, that works ;]

CUTES

so today, i spent my day with a bunch of kidds. some so adorable ... some not so much. hahah :P first i went to my little cousin's 4th "spongebob themed" birthday party. that was lots of fun. the food was super delicious ... freakin' pizza, pasta, dumplings & whatnot. hah ... yeahh, it was just good. after thaaat, i went back home for just a few minutes & then left again to go to my brother's soccer team's end of the season party. i saw emily there ! hahah, it was great finally getting to hear some updates from that girl. i miss her along with all my other friends. anyways, i chilled with my brother's teammates. like no joke; each one of them has become like a little brother to me. i love their company, no matter how ridiculously crazy they can get. we did lots & lots of contests in the water & a water gun fight was the cherry on top of an amazing day. i love them kids, & that's in a completely sisterly way. i know i wanted to really enjoy this weekend, but sheeesh ... today exceeded my expectations. i loved today. i'm out. church tomorrow <3

feeeeling ? ... happppy, but totally missing themmm !

LEMONADE

enjoying a nice, cold glass of lemonade at the moment. the heat is killllin' me, man. too bad i have conditioning today ! talk about heat stroke. nothing much to say right now, but i felt like just blogging a little bit. hm, i guess all i'm really thinking is how i wanna' watch harry potter again ... or at least go to the movies again. i just wanna' chill somewhere with the people i miss most. y'know what i mean ? yeah.

i'm keeping this one short. oh & btw; happy birthday to tito ferdie & allie babyyyy ! :D

"hurray for favors & catching up."

feeeeling ? ... whaaatevers, good; i guess.

GOOD STUFF

mhmm, HP6 was pretty good. i wish they could've put everything the book had in the movie, but that'd just make the movie unbelievably long. hahah :] i was completely ready to just knock out last night -or earlier this morning- call it whatever you'd like, but yeah ... i was sleepy. especially after going to harkins to line up after soccer practice. oh & speaking of the devil; line was crazy long ! curving around the back of the building & ish. hah, people at the front of the line either had A LOT of patience or they're REALLY big fans; or both. haha, well a really good thing was that i saw a good amount of people that i haven't seen in a while & even a couple people i thought i'd never see again; like the people who have graduated & whatnot. so yeah, all in all ... last night was pretttty freaking fun.

oh gah, & seeing a certain someone kinda' made me blaaaaah. yeah, idk.
'kaybye :]

feeeeling ? ... chill, content, happy, weirded out.

FINALLY

tonight. harrypotter6 ! midnight showing; i cannnnnot wait. i've been counting down to this day for months, & now ... it's here ! after soccer practice, i'm rushing home & getting ready. theeen, i'm gonna' buy some del taco. & theeen, i'm heading to harkins to sit & wait for a couple hours. hahah, that's the only gay part. oh well, i'm bringing cards, my ipod, & my ds. speed & mariokart tournament with my cousins, hahah ;] anyone else who's there is free to join. i'm pretty sure the movie will be well worth the wait. ohmygosh, i can't take it anymore ... i wanna' see it already.

sadly, there's only one left after this one. hah, i feel like a nerd. eh, oh well :]
catch yuh' later.

"...let us step into the night and pursue that flighty temptress, adventure."
- Albus Dumbledore

feeeeling ? ... EXCIIIITED, sadish.

FRUSTRATION

everyone at my house is being a pain in the butt. well, except my ate & little cousins. like seriously; i know i've got responsibilities & whatnot ... & i know what i have to do & when i have to do it by. i may not always follow everyone else's timing, but g'dangg it ... i get that ish done. on top of all the crap i've dealt with earlier today, everyone's freaking bi-polar. i'm pretty sick & tired of this. i need to get away, but eff it - i can't.

the fact that i still haven't bought my HP6 tickets & i'm still procrastinating when it comes to my summer reading just frustrates me more & more. i need some motivation, forrrreal. ughh, i'm buying my tickets later on today forsure. mhm, & i think i'm gonna' start reading today too. eff my liiiiiife.

i think i have a scrimmage against some team that's gonna' kick my team's butt. hahh, if the scrimmage is today ... it won't be a pretty sight. all i wanna' do is drive & drive & drive & get some joghurt ;] i need to chill. time to just lay on my bed & listen to music until i'm all good.

btw; someone started texting me again. gahh, idk about this one. for now & probably for a long while ... it's gonna' be a no. anyways; oh yeah, happy birthday jepri ...

feeeeling ? ... FRUSTRATED, hot, blaaaah.

SUNDAYS

gawshhh, i just love sundays. c'mon; church, family time, & good food ! nothing beats that. i'm in such a goooood mood today ;] i love, love, love being at church &/or spending time with people i've met through church. mhmm, & i went through an experience today that just proved to me that "our true wealth is the good we do in this world". props to Mohammed for that quote; btw.

yeah so, today's the filipino independence day festival. i think i might go after my church's gospel meeting; but only if my cousins are down because they're my ride ;] if i do end up going; i hope i see lots of familiar faces ! fingers crossed.

i ate some subway not too long ago & it was delicious. sweet onion chicken teriyaki is the bombbb. enough said.

i'm done here.

feeeeling ? ... happy, hopeful.

BEACH

woohoo :] i went to redondo beach again today. traffic kind of annoyed me, but i guess it was worth it. i ate some good squid before i went to the shore to do some walking & talking with my cousin. yeahh, took some pictures ... sat in the sand ... got wetter than i wanted ;] hah whatever; i had fun. i bought an ice cream cookie sandwich before i went home, & that was yummmy. after the beach, my family & i went to visit some other family members in pasadena. chilled there for a bit; ate some church's chicken & watched some scary movies. yeeeup, then it was time to go home.

so yeah, now here i am ... blogging again. haha. oh ! so i posted a bulletin on myspace around 1ish in the morning about the helicopters flying over my house & neighborhood & whatnot ... & now i guess i have an answer to what caused all that nonsense. haha, i'll keep the info to myself, but still; that crap kind of scared me.

i woke around 9:30 today. lucky me. hah, lots of sarcasm there. i had practice at CHJH at 10:30 until around noon. it was freaking hottttt ! or as i usually refer to it; asthma weather. at least i got a good workout. mhmm, my team got a lot done & we're finally looking like a pretty good team now. i'm really happy about that. honestly, i love my team. we get along perfectly & no one's into the whole drama scene; & that's a major plussss. hm ? i just wonder if my previous team will still even have an 'end of the season' party anymore. eh, idk if i really even care anymore.

my cousin is getting paid $100 by my aunt just to read a book for her & do some summary or whatevs. ohmygoshh, really now though ? i could do that ish. oh well, i finally got the harajuku perfume 'love' today. thanks to my aunt ! i've been waiting forever to get that :]

i miss driving. i probably won't be able to get behind the wheel again until monday or tuesday ;[ darnnn, that seems forever away still ! haha, ughh. note to self; learn how to be patient. this blog is getting really pointless & random, so i think it's time to end this & put all my readers outta' their misery. i'm out ! goodnight; church tomorrow btw ! <3

"Sow a thought, and you reap an act;
Sow an act, and you reap a habit;
Sow a habit, and you reap a character;
Sow a character, and you reap a destiny."
- Charles Reade

feeeeling ? ... gooooood :]

LATE NIGHTS

so this is really my second blog today, but considering that it's already passed midnight ... i guess this could just be the first blog of my hopefully good saturday :] i feel an all nighter coming on, so i thought that i should just blog some more. sadly, i have to wake up earlyish. hahah well, only if you consider 9:45 to be early; because i do ! hah. i have soccer practice in the morning. i'm not exactly looking forward to it, but what the heck ... i might be able to get some driving practice done :] mhmm, boyyy ... i love driving. haha.

uhh, i went to a memorial service today for a man that went to my church. i didn't know him that well, but i do remember meeting him & seeing him around from time to time. good man. goshh, life's not long enough. i love experiences that remind me to live life to the fullest. i just wish i could be better at it though. sometimes i feel like i restrict myself too much; i know my limits, but i know i can go overboard with trying to do what's right. or at least what i think is right. hmm, there's so much to think about ...

however, i honestly do think that i should at least try to sleep now. it's probably gonna' be an epic fail, but i think it's worth a try. after all, i do have lots & lots of exercise ahead of me. eh, okaaay. time to finally get off the computer. hah, i really do need a life :[ goodnight, loves.

<3

feeeeling ? ... awake, thirsty ;]

HP6

harrypotter 6 is coming out in 5 days ! mhmm, & i am sooo going to the midnight showing. i still have to buy my tickets, but i'm planning on doing that either today or tomorrow. haha, i loved the book, so i hope this movie will do it justice. i doubt it will, but whatevs ... i'm still watching it.

in other news; haha. i'm still procrastinating. i need to check the AP list that's posted in the school so i at least know that i'm not wasting my time reading books that i don't really have an interest in. but yeah, nothing's really new. eh well, my soccer practices have been changed to 3 days a week instead of just two. yeah, as if soccer isn't already consuming enough of my life. oh well, what can i do? nothing ! so there's no point in complaining. my dad's already letting me skip the training i have on wednesday's ... so that's the only plus to this situation.

i wanna' go to washington already ! it official; i'm going camping while i'm there. i'm so exciiiited :D i haven't been camping since sixth grade camp, & that wasn't even in a tent. i'm kind of sick of the whole chino hills scene right now, so i really wanna' go somewhere. mhmm, & after i get back from washington, i'm gonna' go to raging waters to celebrate my little cousin's birthday. & theeen, choir camp starts soon after that. forsureee.

i gotta' clean today. woohoo ... siiiike.
okie dokes. i think that's all i got for now. peace !

feeeeling ? ... hungry, bored, excited, reluctant.

JULY'S HERE

happy belated fourth of july ! :]

i haven't been giving updates for a little while now, but nothing's really changed since my last blog post anyways. i've just been spending a lot of my time at home; & surprisingly, it hasn't been that bad. i have been getting out of the house from time to time, but only for soccer or some little hangout with family or familyfriends. so yeah, i miss my friends sooo much. i keep missing out on kickbacks due to things i had absolutely no control over :[ it sucks. i've also been doing lots & lots of chores lately. it's whatever now though 'cause i'm already getting used to always being busy. too bad i'm totally lagging it when it comes to my summer reading for AP. i feel horrible for procrastinating. ughh, so i guess i'll read after i finish up this blog.

anyways. this one person has got me trippin' again. i don't really understand how this one person has the ability to confuse me so much. idk if this one person even knows what they're doing to me, but still ... idk what to do or think anymore. i always forget about my situation with this one person, but then they just make me feel so ______ (idk what word fits in that blank at the moment) so easily. gahhh, like one or two other people will understand what i'm even talking about, but whatever. this is what's on my mind; & it's killlllling me >:O

i got my hair cut. well, just a 2-3 inches chopped off. finally cut my bangs that didn't even really look like bangs anymore. my split ends are gone ... for now. i know they'll be back very, very soon. hmm, the weather's been a pain in the butt lately. only 'cause the heat makes me feel so uncomfortable & sticky & just gross. thank goodness for frozen yogurt & thai tea slushes that can always cool me down :D haha. well, alright. i'll blog again when i find time. btw; harry potter 6 is coming out sooooon ! & i'm watching the midnight showing. heck yesss. aight bye ! time to read.

feeeeling ... hot, guilty, confused, satisfied ...