FRUSTRATION

everyone at my house is being a pain in the butt. well, except my ate & little cousins. like seriously; i know i've got responsibilities & whatnot ... & i know what i have to do & when i have to do it by. i may not always follow everyone else's timing, but g'dangg it ... i get that ish done. on top of all the crap i've dealt with earlier today, everyone's freaking bi-polar. i'm pretty sick & tired of this. i need to get away, but eff it - i can't.

the fact that i still haven't bought my HP6 tickets & i'm still procrastinating when it comes to my summer reading just frustrates me more & more. i need some motivation, forrrreal. ughh, i'm buying my tickets later on today forsure. mhm, & i think i'm gonna' start reading today too. eff my liiiiiife.

i think i have a scrimmage against some team that's gonna' kick my team's butt. hahh, if the scrimmage is today ... it won't be a pretty sight. all i wanna' do is drive & drive & drive & get some joghurt ;] i need to chill. time to just lay on my bed & listen to music until i'm all good.

btw; someone started texting me again. gahh, idk about this one. for now & probably for a long while ... it's gonna' be a no. anyways; oh yeah, happy birthday jepri ...

feeeeling ? ... FRUSTRATED, hot, blaaaah.