Wednesday, August 12

REALLY

what are you trying to do to me ?
you do "the usual". whatever works for you. that thing i can't stand.
whatever you wanna' call it. i'll still call it BS.
you do what you're best at as if i don't already have enough problems on my mind all the time. you try to act like you understand & you attempt to give what you call advice. it doesn't help because i know it's not real. you seem to think this is a game - guess what ?! ... i'm not playing. i'm not much of a quitter, but you've left me no choice. i'm done with games, with drama, with the pain, with YOU. i've tried to find a positive side to the things you've done & how's it has affected my life, but there's nothing that really gives me that willingness to make it work. not anymore, at least.
who do you think you are ?
you don't have the right to do this to me ... to anyone. i hope you never ever put anyone through what i went through. i know i'm not perfect & i'm not always the best person towards people ... but hey ! at least i admit it. you can't go around telling people what to do or how they could improve this or that when your own life is freakin' ridiculous. i don't know what to do with you anymore. just please stop trying ... i'm pretty much begging now. it only hurts me more. do both you & i a huge favor. just let go ...

i definitely have.

this is directed to one person, & one person alone. i apologize for wasting everyone else's time. i'm sorry for going off like this, but i honestly can't take it anymore. i need to let these things out.
i'll keep these blogs going. hopefully the next ones will be happier :] goodnight.

feeeeling ? ... frustrated, sad ish, sick ish, whatevvvs mannn

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