when september ends ! hah. no, seriously though. we're only fifteen days into this month, & i already can't wait for october to come around. mainly because of my birthday, but also because i'm just dying for this month to disappear. mhmm, yeah. already stressing out more than ever. it's project after project, endless sleepless nights, & just all the bad things about school.
anyways, i do realize i haven't blogged since the first day of school so i know i need to give updates or whatevs. nothing much has really happened or changed since then to be completely honest. i've just made some new friends & learned some new things here & there. school's a trip this year. no doubt about that at all.
so i don't know why i'm blogging at such a busy time in my life, but hey ! i guess i just really need to get things off my chest & vent like no other. today, i was told something that seriously hurt. it wasn't said to offend me or anything like that, but it hurt like motherlover because it brought back memories ... memories i'd give anything to forget. all i have to say to the person who made me feel that way is "please don't do this to me. you don't have the right to act that way you're acting. the least thing you can do is help me forget ... help me to never relive the hell you put me through ... at least do that for me." ughhh. so sad ]:
um so, here's how school went:
1st: g'day i suppose. super stressful though
2nd: the usual. good thing the teacher's funny [;
3rd: mostly talked. nothing new though
4th: i suck at math. end of story
5th: same ol' routine
6th: talked about farts. hahahah :P
i'm not going to practice tonight because of my ankle which better heal or whatever before saturday ! ah, because if it doesn't ... i'm going to be a very unhapppay person. hah. mkay, homework time ! how exciting ...
goodbye.
anyways, i do realize i haven't blogged since the first day of school so i know i need to give updates or whatevs. nothing much has really happened or changed since then to be completely honest. i've just made some new friends & learned some new things here & there. school's a trip this year. no doubt about that at all.
so i don't know why i'm blogging at such a busy time in my life, but hey ! i guess i just really need to get things off my chest & vent like no other. today, i was told something that seriously hurt. it wasn't said to offend me or anything like that, but it hurt like motherlover because it brought back memories ... memories i'd give anything to forget. all i have to say to the person who made me feel that way is "please don't do this to me. you don't have the right to act that way you're acting. the least thing you can do is help me forget ... help me to never relive the hell you put me through ... at least do that for me." ughhh. so sad ]:
um so, here's how school went:
1st: g'day i suppose. super stressful though
2nd: the usual. good thing the teacher's funny [;
3rd: mostly talked. nothing new though
4th: i suck at math. end of story
5th: same ol' routine
6th: talked about farts. hahahah :P
i'm not going to practice tonight because of my ankle which better heal or whatever before saturday ! ah, because if it doesn't ... i'm going to be a very unhapppay person. hah. mkay, homework time ! how exciting ...
goodbye.
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