HAPPPPAY TURKEY DAY !
wow, this is the first time in my sixteen years of life that i didn't do anything to celebrate thanksgiving. it's actually pretty depressing. i normally love change, but this is definitely not something to be happy about. i might as well call this thanksgiving "the worst thanksgiving ever". eh, to make things a wittle better ... i'm gonna go shopping at midnight ! whooo, time to spend the money i've been saving.
hahah, oh ! & the funniest/most embarrassing thing happened to me this morning. however, i'd rather not go into detail about it [; anyways, hope everyone is having a great day with their family & friends. i'm so thankful i have in my life. i just wish i would learn to never take anything for granted. i love, love, love my fammm & fwends !<3
seeeeya.
Thursday, November 26
Sunday, November 22
REGRETS ?
it's been a good, eventful weekend. there's nothing worth complaining about.
the main thing on my mind lately is just how much i miss soccer already. i recently quit my club team & there's just been so many when i wanna' go back to it. at the same time, i'm so happy that i finally get a break from it all ... a break from having no life of weekends ... a break from constant injuries ... a break from loss after loss ... just everything. somewhat depressing.
it's time to get some sleep. too much on my mind. thank goodness there's only 3 days of school this week. HURRAY for thanksgiving :D
nighty night.
the main thing on my mind lately is just how much i miss soccer already. i recently quit my club team & there's just been so many when i wanna' go back to it. at the same time, i'm so happy that i finally get a break from it all ... a break from having no life of weekends ... a break from constant injuries ... a break from loss after loss ... just everything. somewhat depressing.
it's time to get some sleep. too much on my mind. thank goodness there's only 3 days of school this week. HURRAY for thanksgiving :D
nighty night.
Thursday, November 19
THIS TIME
i'm realllllly givin up.
it's not my style, or whatever, but it's what i gotta do. this day has just been far too much for me to handle. i'm ending my night short. i've got so much still on my mind. so much anger, frustration, stress ... yada yada yada ! i'm in desperate need for somethin' that will put a genuine smile back on my face.
I'M OUT.
it's not my style, or whatever, but it's what i gotta do. this day has just been far too much for me to handle. i'm ending my night short. i've got so much still on my mind. so much anger, frustration, stress ... yada yada yada ! i'm in desperate need for somethin' that will put a genuine smile back on my face.
I'M OUT.
Wednesday, November 18
YOU GOT ME
to thinkinnn ...
but i can't do it. it will ruin everything i've lived by for some time now. i know i need to stop, but you make it so darnnn difficult. haven't felt this in a while; i don't know how to deal with it anymore.
EH, but enough drama. new moon's coming out soon, the lakers are playing tomorrow, & women's ensemble has another festival. that's prettttay good. mmm, but i can't wait for ninja assassin to come out too ! [:
school went down like:
1st - more GC shtuff.
2nd - gettin sick of the same ish.
3rd - prepared for tomorrow !
4th - it's whatever now
5th - same ...
6th - eh. i don't knowww
i'm sleepy already, but i gotta' get some work done. seeeeya !
<3
but i can't do it. it will ruin everything i've lived by for some time now. i know i need to stop, but you make it so darnnn difficult. haven't felt this in a while; i don't know how to deal with it anymore.
EH, but enough drama. new moon's coming out soon, the lakers are playing tomorrow, & women's ensemble has another festival. that's prettttay good. mmm, but i can't wait for ninja assassin to come out too ! [:
school went down like:
1st - more GC shtuff.
2nd - gettin sick of the same ish.
3rd - prepared for tomorrow !
4th - it's whatever now
5th - same ...
6th - eh. i don't knowww
i'm sleepy already, but i gotta' get some work done. seeeeya !
<3
Monday, November 16
MKAY
it's been too long since my last blog. over a month or something like that [;
life's been okay. nothing amazing has really happened. i've had my usual good times, but there were also times when i felt like the world was just against me or whatever. of course now i realize that i was just being over-dramatic, but hah ... whatever.
i'm not exactly in the mood to go into a lot of detail about what's been going down in my life, so i'll just stick to the recent past. mmm so, there's still no boy in my life. i miss that weak at the knees type feeeling sometimes, but most of the time ... i'm loving being single and everything. eh, but there's currently someone who keeps coming into mind. i wanna' just drop all that. certain circumstances just make it so difficult to do that though. especially with everyone pushing me towards it ... ugh !
anyways, school has been unbelievably stressful. i don't know how i'm even still alive at this moment. haha [: i just wanna' get junior year over with ! i'm in desperate need of winter break already D: i think i've missed class this year more than ever. i just wanna' sleep all the freakin' time ! hah.
soccer's still playing a part in my crazy life. too bad i'm quitting my club team ! yeeeahhh, can't deal with that anymore. it's simply no longer enjoyable. i'm deffff not quitting soccer altogether though ! hah, never >;] yeah, my AYSO team just got knocked outta' playoffs tonight. hahaha. it was fun while it lasted ... seanita came to watch & everything. mhmm, today was actually an "okay" day, despite how extremely exhausted i am.
ah ! another choir festival on thursday. i'm missssing school again. whatevs, i love women's ensemble. alright well ... here's how today went:
1st - discussed shtufff, then GC work.
2nd - startin' to get really confused.
3rd - listened to our recording.
4th - math can suck a caccck.
5th - la clase es bueno. ew :P
6th - "worked". hahah ! more like, rated people.
sectional after school & stuff.
yeup yeup ! g'day ! ;D
alrighty. i'm shleeepy. goodnight, baybehs.
feeeeling ? ... exhausted, stressed, confused.
life's been okay. nothing amazing has really happened. i've had my usual good times, but there were also times when i felt like the world was just against me or whatever. of course now i realize that i was just being over-dramatic, but hah ... whatever.
i'm not exactly in the mood to go into a lot of detail about what's been going down in my life, so i'll just stick to the recent past. mmm so, there's still no boy in my life. i miss that weak at the knees type feeeling sometimes, but most of the time ... i'm loving being single and everything. eh, but there's currently someone who keeps coming into mind. i wanna' just drop all that. certain circumstances just make it so difficult to do that though. especially with everyone pushing me towards it ... ugh !
anyways, school has been unbelievably stressful. i don't know how i'm even still alive at this moment. haha [: i just wanna' get junior year over with ! i'm in desperate need of winter break already D: i think i've missed class this year more than ever. i just wanna' sleep all the freakin' time ! hah.
soccer's still playing a part in my crazy life. too bad i'm quitting my club team ! yeeeahhh, can't deal with that anymore. it's simply no longer enjoyable. i'm deffff not quitting soccer altogether though ! hah, never >;] yeah, my AYSO team just got knocked outta' playoffs tonight. hahaha. it was fun while it lasted ... seanita came to watch & everything. mhmm, today was actually an "okay" day, despite how extremely exhausted i am.
ah ! another choir festival on thursday. i'm missssing school again. whatevs, i love women's ensemble. alright well ... here's how today went:
1st - discussed shtufff, then GC work.
2nd - startin' to get really confused.
3rd - listened to our recording.
4th - math can suck a caccck.
5th - la clase es bueno. ew :P
6th - "worked". hahah ! more like, rated people.
sectional after school & stuff.
yeup yeup ! g'day ! ;D
alrighty. i'm shleeepy. goodnight, baybehs.
feeeeling ? ... exhausted, stressed, confused.
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