MKAY

it's been too long since my last blog. over a month or something like that [;

life's been okay. nothing amazing has really happened. i've had my usual good times, but there were also times when i felt like the world was just against me or whatever. of course now i realize that i was just being over-dramatic, but hah ... whatever.

i'm not exactly in the mood to go into a lot of detail about what's been going down in my life, so i'll just stick to the recent past. mmm so, there's still no boy in my life. i miss that weak at the knees type feeeling sometimes, but most of the time ... i'm loving being single and everything. eh, but there's currently someone who keeps coming into mind. i wanna' just drop all that. certain circumstances just make it so difficult to do that though. especially with everyone pushing me towards it ... ugh !

anyways, school has been unbelievably stressful. i don't know how i'm even still alive at this moment. haha [: i just wanna' get junior year over with ! i'm in desperate need of winter break already D: i think i've missed class this year more than ever. i just wanna' sleep all the freakin' time ! hah.

soccer's still playing a part in my crazy life. too bad i'm quitting my club team ! yeeeahhh, can't deal with that anymore. it's simply no longer enjoyable. i'm deffff not quitting soccer altogether though ! hah, never >;] yeah, my AYSO team just got knocked outta' playoffs tonight. hahaha. it was fun while it lasted ... seanita came to watch & everything. mhmm, today was actually an "okay" day, despite how extremely exhausted i am.

ah ! another choir festival on thursday. i'm missssing school again. whatevs, i love women's ensemble. alright well ... here's how today went:
1st - discussed shtufff, then GC work.
2nd - startin' to get really confused.
3rd - listened to our recording.
4th - math can suck a caccck.
5th - la clase es bueno. ew :P
6th - "worked". hahah ! more like, rated people.
sectional after school & stuff.

yeup yeup ! g'day ! ;D

alrighty. i'm shleeepy. goodnight, baybehs.

feeeeling ? ... exhausted, stressed, confused.